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Name: Godwin
Gender: Male
Interests: Learning, hockey goal tending, right wing forward, Christianity, movies, rollerblading, meeting ppl, freedom, eastern thinking.
Industry: Computers (Software)
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ICQ:  5159976
Member Since:
5/20/2004
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| I'm finding out more and more that... no matter how far you stray, or no matter what you do, or how indifferent you are, if you're His, you're His....there's no escape. | | |
| I haven't really shared much for a LONG time on xanga. I guess, it was because I was ashamed to do so. But this weekend was interesting enough for me change that. I heard things from 5 different people all in these 2 days and they all seem to circle around a particular theme but I only realized it at the end of the weekend. To me this qualifies it as God speaking to me. Bryan, on Saturday 11am instructs me when dealing w/ ppl to have a higher Frame of Reality (FoR), because the higher FoR will always win over the lower one. At Brooklyn Tab today, the lady who spoke God's word said: Do not worry about ANYTHING. Have faith in God, don't stop praying, and thank him in advance. This is like having optimism in God. This is like increasing faith in God. This increases the FoR! Back in Wyckoff, James Wong said that he was feeling crappy lately because of the market affecting his job and his house. And that all that he could do is "Count it pure joy when you face trials of many kinds". When you do this, it increases the FoR again! And then right after Sam (Kummy's husband) was sharing about the older brother of the prodical son. The older brother was so pessimistic saying that his father didn't even give him a goat to celebrate with his friends. But what should have happened was that the older brother should have been more optimistic and he would have had tonnes of fun when his bro came back, and fun serving his dad, and even more fun imagining all the things his dad had was his! His dad would have been so happy and the son would have been happy too. And then I just called 'my' dad just now and he said that he became upset whenever he hears me complaining and having a long face, which would exacerbate situations. So everything I heard this weekend, came together to formulate one single conclusion. That is we should count everything as pure joy. I hope this really is the answer. Incoherant and bad grammar but anyway, no time to proof read. | | |
| Brainers, I really hate brainers. As opposed to no brainers. Why do I have to make brainer decisions? | | |
| I miss the old days. When responsibilty was lower and when everything was just fresh and learning. Now everything is mechanical. This and the next generation doesn't even want responsibility. Well, that's not entirely true. Thank God for them. But now, the things I've learned in the past no longer seems relavent to me. I wish it could become alive again. | | |
| "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight." There are times when this verse has tremendous meaning, like right now for me. I'm so glad that this verse has been committed to my memory since I was young. | | |
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